MY MEMORIES
Sunday, June 08, 2008
suddenly realised that I grew so much fatter!! argh!! tis is still acceptable but me now! cannot!!
Finally at 10pm I decided to wake my friend to go upstairs slp cux will b more comfy... My friend tot I also wanna go slp den I was like nono... my hair still wet n I nd to study somemore cux like seriously 10pm go slp?! I everyday go work also dun slp so early... hahas....
End up I was like sitting alone in the living room in my friend's hse and it was suddenly so freaking quiet and I was quite spooked to be truthful... I guess I will nvr b able to get used to living in landed properties... Anyways... txtbk was quite boring so finally at 11am I finished the remaining 1/2 chpt and den cannot take it alr... the fear plus the boredom... I decided to go and slp....
When I went upstairs my friend was like as usual... nvr cover blanket... So i tried to cover the blanket for my friend and then went to wash up.... Aft washing up wanted to go slp but then found my friend 1 person slp 2 person's space plus the blanket again dun fly whr... So I was like shit how?! dun tell me need to go downstairs slp on the sofa?! lucky when I was like covering the blanket my friend I think I woke my friend up... Hahas... Lucky to the maximax! if not gotta slp on the sofa... 11plus went to slp and den 3am I auto wake up... I couldn't believe myself... I tried to force myself to slp n ended up waking every hr or so.... all the way till 9am when my friend decided to wake up... hahas... my friend can really slp... but then is cux my friend was sick la...
So we went to eat dimsum at some place near MOM... aft tt went back to cont studying... but my friend was like too sick to even function properly... so my friend took med and then was like so drowsy yet refuse to go to slp... insist must study... ended up teaching my friend the piano... mirage d' amor... i tot by doing tt my friend wld feel better but then realised aft tt still cannot... ended up slping anyways while I tried to study... So for me 2 days study 2 chpts... hahas... I seriously hope all the good things tt I do and plus all the bad things tt r happening to me can at least like come tgt to bless tt I get extreme good grades cux im afraid tt I devoted so much time away frm studying tt my grades will suffer big time *touch wood!* of cux!!!! ergh... seriously....
Ytd when I got off my friend's car, I suddenly realised that this will really b the last time like tis alr... I duno shd I feel happy or not... I really duno... part of me wants to hold on to it yet most part of me tells me to b logical... I really duno... it's def not the heart against mind thing.. but still im like torn btn 2 total opp situations.... I duno wad to do and hw shd I act cux im not in the position to ask and clarify anything...
I really duno alr... seriously... wad shd I do? My holy lord pls let me/direct me towards wad I shd do! please! I seriously need help!
``Your name ; 6:59 PM
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